I know it's been awhile since I've posted on this, but this morning seemed like the perfect time.
Part of our homework for the Bible study I'm apart of is to do a study on the heart. We're studying motherhood, and part of that is understanding what Scripture says about our hearts. It's been eye-opening. I know that we are born sinners, but wow! We are born with ugly, nasty, wicked hearts! And that means that my precious, sweet Wyatt also has an ugly heart.
My Bible has a list in the back - what the Bible says about the heart, the character of the unrenewed heart, and the character of the renewed heart. I started in mid-January with the unrenewed heart, and was so thankful when I got to the renewed heart a couple weeks ago. God is so gracious and merciful to provide a way out of our sin!
Yesterday I read Jeremiah 32. Jeremiah is in prison and the Babylonian siegeworks surround Jerusalem, ready to take the city any day and carry off its inhabitants. Then God tells Jeremiah to buy a field. Jeremiah obediently does what God commands, but toward the end of the chapter he asks why. God answers with a beautiful promise of returning disobedient Israel to Him and their home one day. He says He will give them one heart and one way that they may fear Him and be loyal to Him. He will rejoice over them for good! As we know from Ezra and Nehemiah, God does that very thing.
This morning I read Deuteronomy 30, and was absolutely surprised to read almost the same words! I've known that God warned Israel in Deuteronomy of a blessing and a curse. Blessing for obedience and curse for disobedience. But Deuteronomy was written almost
900 (if my math is right) years before Jeremiah! God taught, instructed, and trained Israel for
900 years!! Even when Israel was absolutely wicked and disobedient (child sacrifice!?! hello!), God was merciful and gracious.
A couple applications hit home for me. First, our God is an amazing God. He takes sin extremely seriously, and He disciplines thoroughly. But He is merciful and gracious. He gave Israel many opportunities to love Him even though He knew they would not. And then He sent Jesus and provided a way out. And beyond that, He sent the Holy Spirit. He doesn't expect us to change; He changes us. He takes our hearts of stone and gives us hearts of flesh.
I also learned something from the perfect Parent - instruct, instruct, instruct. Teach, remind, train. And discipline. And don't grow weary in it, for it will bear fruit in the end (Gal. 6:9).